Within six months of leaving Love Island I decided to get a breast uplift and a Brazilian bum lift. I was in a really dark place, feeling insecure and after years of dealing with an eating disorder and body dysmorphia, surgery seemed like a good idea.
I'd heard about other celebrities who'd gone to Turkey for various procedures, so I decided I wanted to go and do it as well.
The endless trolling had a massive impact on my decision, too, as people online would say things like, "you have saggy boobs", "your boobs are like dog ears", and "you have a flabby stomach and cellulite everywhere".
I didn't think about the implications it would have, I didn't think about what other people would think, I didn't think about what could go wrong.