Despite 2019 being “one of the most successful” years of her life, Tana Mongeau reveals she battled an addiction to Xanax to the point she “definitely didn’t care” if she died.
In a video posted to her YouTube account on Monday, which she titled “Letting you in on the truth about MTV, depression + a life update,” the vlogger dove deep into what it was really like filming a reality TV show for the network, including how her mental health was severely affected for the sake of the cameras. Related: Tana Mongeau Addresses Her Relationship With Noah Cyrus The hour-long clip starts with her addressing her December vlog about the downfall of her relationship with Jake Paul and split, as well as the “trauma” from her childhood with her parents.