Kylie Jenner’s admission that she wants seven children got me thinking about adding to my own brood. Don’t get me wrong, if I found out I was pregnant tomorrow I’d shit myself – I’m on the pill and I have contraceptive injections – but I wouldn’t want the choice taken away from me.
Which is why I was so upset by a recent early menopause scare. I was waking up in hot sweats and convinced I was going through the change.
I’m only 39 and if that happened I’d be devastated. My eldest girls didn’t understand the problem, reminding me I didn’t want any more children, but I was in tears because I’m still not sure I don’t want to give Ryan his own baby.