Kate explained: "The doctors have been urging me not to put my life on pause."They've told me that I need to go back to work and create a routine in our lives again."The children and Derek are all I've thought about and they're the most important people in my life, but I must create structure and normality for the children, to clean the bath, put the plates in the dishwasher, and tidy the house."I also need to get back to work so that I can provide for the children and we can do things together, to make them feel that the light hasn't gone out of their lives, that there’s hope for the future."Kate went on to say how she has been waiting on the latest news on Derkek's condition.Kate added: "I have been living at the end of the phone 24/7,.