her. Her soul, pure and beautiful. I can still feel it now.By 17.5 weeks, something felt different. This was my first pregnancy to progress to this stage, and I did not know what was considered usual or not, but I knew something felt physically different, as though there was suddenly extra weight in my stomach.
I asked around, and many people said that everything was probably fine, and worrying was perfectly normal.I carried on as usual.
I went to work, went shopping, carried out my routine. It was a particularly cold, dark November day when I returned to an empty home.
I switched on the hallway light and made my way to the bathroom — the familiar feeling of really needing to pee when you get home and into the warm.As I sat on the toilet,.