“Owning our story can be hard but not nearly as difficult as spending our lives running from it.” ~Brené Brown What is the exact point when you realize you are in a ?
For me, it was a process that took almost a year. I thought I was mindful and “awake.” I did have an internal dialogue with myself, but I had a thick layer of deception around me.
Today, I call it a fog because I’m on the other side, and I see much more clearly. Looking back, I see that my inner voice was guiding me, but I saw it as self-sabotage then because a part of me wanted to prove that I was right, that I was worthy, that I was a good and kind person who only wanted love and family.
Unfortunately, the more I looked to get love from the outside world, the further I was from the source. Today, I can confidently say that I can sense the difference between my intuition and the distracting voice of my ego, who wants to be right.
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