“If you are continually judging and criticizing yourself while trying to be kind to others, you are drawing artificial boundaries and distinctions that only lead to feelings of separation and isolation.” ~Kristin Neff I was lying on my couch again, Netflix playing in the background, when I heard my husband’s footsteps on the stairs.
Instinctively, I reached for my phone, desperate to appear busy—productive—anything but resting. For months, that had been my routine.
As the severe anemia from my adenomyosis and fibroids worsened, I found myself increasingly couch-bound, dizzy, and exhausted.
Yet each time my husband entered the room, I’d grab my phone and pretend to be working. Not because he expected it, but because I couldn’t bear to seem “lazy.” But this particular day, three weeks after my hysterectomy, something shifted.