"That sensation, if you haven't had one, is that you can't get comfortable in your own skin."You can't sit, stand, eat or drink.
Nothing feels right, you're just off."I took a beta-blocker on the first day.Then I got valium. I got prescribed enough to send me down a black hole.
But I didn't take anything."He continued: "I felt guilt and shame and learnt hard lessons."Jimmy has written about the scheme in his new memoir, Before & Laughter: A Life-Changing Book.He revealed that losing friends was among one of the hardest lessons at the time.Jimmy added: "You find out who your friends are."A couple of people who I was pretty close to were gleeful, as if 'oh that guy's been brought down a peg or two'."It's a hard thing to learn.